Friday, August 24, 2007

on my dark side grave


Standing on my dark side grave
Happy that my dark thoughts rest here in peace
Calculating what I took and gave
Seeing that I never been unfair at the human race
Knowing that I was brave
Fought my battles in nobility and grace
Trying to be perfect, that's how I behave
Facing life with the true me not with a million face
Standing on my dark side grave alone
Reading what was wrote on the tomb stone
"Here rest in peace…who once was known"
"As the queen of evil…the disaster of every dawn"
Suddenly the earth shake and I heard a sad tone
A great ghost arise from the grave as those in toons
Standing on my dark side grave with confused brain
The ghost replay…I'm Ur dark side…return to ease Ur pain
The world has been cruel to u…I'm here for revenge…that's why I came
I know how to hurt…how to burn…I know rules of this game
I know how to deal with goodbyes…how to detect the ones who clams
That u r there friend…laying in every horizon and plan
I said…I don't need Ur help…in fact don't want to see u again
Standing on my dark side grave can't believe what I see
My dark side is here standing in front of me
Saying…u can't get ride of me…you will never be free
I'm a part of u…whether u liked or not…that's how it'll always be
I'll go now…leaving u sinking in Ur moral sea
But when u hit its bottom I'll be back…even if u don't agree
Goodbye…then the ghost disappeared releasing a scream
The sound made me fall off my bed…oh my god…it was a dream!!!




Friday, August 17, 2007

few sentences


1-i love u not for whom u r, but who I am when I'm by Ur side.
2-no person deserves Ur tears, and who deserves them won't make u cry.
3-just because someone doesn't love u as u wish, it doesn't mean u r not loved with all his/her being.
4-the worst way to miss someone is to be seated by his/her side and know u will never have him/her
5-never stop smiling, not even when u r sad, someone might fall in love with Ur smile.
6-u may only be a person in this world, but for someone, u r the world.
7-don't spend time with someone who doesn't care spending it with u.
8-may be god wants u to meet many wrong ppl before u meet the right one, so when this happens u will be thankful.
9-don't cry because it come to an end, smile because it happened.
10-become a better person and be sure to know who u are before meeting someone and hopping that person knows who u r.
11-don't struggle so much, best things happen when not expected.
12-everything happens for a reason.

13-stop searching to find what u had lost.
those words
gatherd from diffrent sources and posted because they touched me

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

to let them go


To let them go means
Memories by time disappear
To let them go seems
My worst fearful nightmare
To let them go feels
Like no pain I can bare
To cut them lose
Do I dare?!
What if that's for the best?
What if they don't care?
Even if they do care
For the worst I have to prepare
To let them go may have two

Effects, feeling nothing or complete despair
to my fellow freinds of my collage