a collapse

Started to collapse or just collapsed to start
Is it a new beginning or a begin to fall apart?
A step to relief a pain or just anther step
To assure what I feel when my hands pass on my ribs
I feel my hearts' crakes under my finger tips
It isn’t a pleasant thing … not a thing that makes u proud
To suddenly lose control … collapse to rest on the ground
But u know … I still keeping a piece of advice in my mind
If u fall and hit the ground … u have no choice but rising up and rewind